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Name: Gianni
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 10/13/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Building my relationship with Christ. I enjoy movies and music not to mention cars. Just chillin with a friend is good enough for me.
Expertise: Pfff, I am no expert. But I love helping people with thier problems.
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message me
AIM:  All4him180kc
AIM:  Gfireproof007
Member Since:
2/5/2005
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| Wow, it's been a long time since I've even stumbled onto xanga. I'm considering posting in here regularly again. This particular xanga has remained to be my more private xanga.
Well, I've been crazy busy lately. I'm working a lot. I've gotten myself in some debt over the last few years. I'm working hard on paying it off. I'm taking a break from school this semester. I was pretty lazy last semester. Many things have changed recently. I was in a pretty serious relationship for a while. My mom got remarried. I still have the purple car.
Well, I'm out for now. Maybe I'll post in here more frequently then every 2 years.
-Gianni-
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| Man, things have been rough. I am
in the middle of a job transfer and moving my mom to her new home. I
had a long good conversation with Jessi tonight. It was hard to say
some of the things I did. I am glad I did tho. I mean it is how I feel,
so I am glad I said it. It is so hard to look back on the things that
were once there, hoping there will be something in the future. I know
there will be. Love sucks, it hurts loving her. But it is all good.
anyways, I am tired and going to bed.
~GD~
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| The last few days have been akward. I can not explain why cause someone is bound to find this secret xanga of mine.
I do not know what to do. I know what I feel, I know what I want. Any
decision I make someone is going to get hurt in the process. I may get
hurt or someone else. I have never taken myself into consideration when
it comes to a situatuion like this. I do not know why I do now.
Why does it have to be like this? Why can't things just be simple?
If I pursue what I feel and it does not go right, there will be
problems. If I pursue what I feel and it does go right, then it will be
awesome. I just do not know what to do right now. I feel like I started
a small fire that I should have put out. Then again fire is not always
bad, fire gives room for new beginings and new seasons.
I just need to do some heavy thinking on my sistuation right now.
~Gianni~
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| Regret is not something one should walk with. Decions we make should be with confidence.
For the first time in nearly 2 years i actualy cried. Since my dad died, I am not as sensitive as I used to be.
Growing up without a father is not easy.
Life does not ask us what we want. Life is not fair. Life does not pick and choose.
It is my job to decide how I react to life's ways.
I have had so many things happen to me. But it could be worse. God will not give you more then you can handle.
I am more then a conquer through Jesus Christ.
You know what sucks, having feelings for someone you can not have.
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagless, they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
~Gianni~
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